shamil ridhuan

So guess what. im totally not over you. over us. im still stuck here. yea i know i had someone new but he was nothing like you. you were tough. such a pain. trouble. but thats what makes you. I guess i need you and no one else. he's so sweet and nice. butyou were different. you gave me happiness. something he couldnt give me. i want you so bad but i know its impossible. so im letting it be. i miss you. and it hurts my pride to let you know how i feel. but yea. some things are not meant to be and ive come this far to accept it.